nothing much~i miss you a lot

yesterday my colleague came back from sibu. she bought back some food and stuffs. today is saturday and it might be the last day of my new colleague which i meantioned previously. i started to like her already but she have to leave. its a rules for people like her. if she is caught working here, she will be blacklisted in her U and never got to study anymore. lady boss have to do this to her for her own good.

a random picture of me.

some sarawak handcraft.

simbolises sarawak.

for the first time i saw a real one.

the green one is black pepper. so cute!!

cai mi and cocoa-s.

my turn.

two different type of cocoa and limau. what is limau in english?

guess what?

the skin is so thin!

one of my colleague nearly spoil it as she thought the skin is thick.

haha.. cai mi peeling it for me.

i miss my baby! he came and had lunch with me before going to IMU to join his friends to practise a stupid sketch. i laughed when he told me what their sketch is about. they had to buy costumes and many more.

i am going home early. very tired and i want to finish the drama i am watching. wee~~

IMU orientation

since dear started his first day in IMU on monday, we hardly contact each other but kept missing each other all the time. he calls me when he reaches home so i will feel better. he told me a lot of things about his orientation. its two weeks time. plus the "seniors", who may be the same age as them or even younger then the "juniors", sacrifice their precious time for studying just to "have fun" with them.

now, what do you people think of when you think of orientation? ice breaking, get to know friends, get along with seniors, have fun and feel warm with the place right? yeah. i went through orientation too. though its not as many days as them but i had fun.

he said the wet and dry ice breaking is the worst. during wet ice breaking, which is the station game, he said the station masters themselves were not sure of what to do, giving wrong explanation but blame the juniors instead, and everything was a mess. not only him, many people complained about it. if they want to participate in this orientation then do it the way it should be. dont do it just to finish it on time. people expect it to be tiring but fun. sad. even li zhen herself, who is one of the seniors, complained about it in her blog.

well, during orientations, its expected that seniors will use this opportunity to bully the juniors. i cant imagine how it is when he told me. i am really thankful that my seniors are not that bad. even indians. the indians bully indians. they purposely ask indians to lay their chest on the pile of mud and pretend they are swimming. WTH?? of course, guy will be ragged. many indians skipped the orientation after knowing how horrible it is. cant they do it in a better way? they not only humiliate themselves but also the others. i know its a tradition but they can do it in a different way. doesnt mean they have to do it the way they were bullied previously.

people dont mind getting bullied as its what everyone knows. orientation is held to welcome newcomers and let them enjoy themselves while knowing new friends. as a senior, you rather giving a bad impression to them or have fun with them together? its up to them.

since you've been gone

its been a while since my last post. i am not really busy but i am actually. =.=? i am not busy in the sense that my job is relaxing but i am busy nowadays watching drama in youtube. thats why did not even bother to check my blog. (nothing to check also.. XD).

since baby started his U i was super bored. no people eat with me during dinner and i hardly get to see him. yesterday night is the only night he is free. the orientation he is going through, TERRIBLE. i will mention about it later.

this is what i do when i am bored. PICTURES!!

that shows how bored i am. i want to share the drama that i am watching with you people. 命中注定我愛你. fated to love you/you're my destiny. really nice. its funny, romantic, saddening, and most importantly, its 18pl. its not hamsap drama btw.

i miss you dear. my baby boy is tired. his voice is getting sexy, bones ache and i never saw him so restless before. another long, tiring week to go. you will get use to it soon. love you darl.

the new one

i am waiting for the time to strike 7pm. it means baby is going to come over and have dinner with me! i cant really go off early as frequent or i should say no longer can (maybe later) as there is a new girl here working part time as a counter girl like me. they were all shocked as this place here is so small and we dont understand why they need two cashiers. maybe they wants to kick me away? they kept telling me to be careful and try not to do anything wrong. they said,"what if she is the undercover of the boss? she might be here to spy on us". big boss asked her to come instead of the lady boss. and yes, both of them separated and this shop belongs to lady boss. its complicated. i took time to understand the redal situation.

i am no longer as freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! T.T

*why is it so*

this is how i feel.

why must i go through all these?

just have to hold everything inside me.

though its tough but i am used to it.

tired.

i will be fine later, but not now.

i miss you bubu.

disappointed

when mum is sending me to work, suddenly she told me about the curious case of eli wong. i was not aware of news nowadays as i am lazy after going back home to read the newspapers.

i guess i dont have to inform people who she is (i guess i am the latest to know). i just finished reading all the news from the star. sad right? people are getting stupider nowadays. sigh. this post might be a little offensive and if you are offended half way reading it, leave this page.

people can actually do anything just to achieve what they wants. include bombing someone into pieces and continue sleeping like a pig. in this case, she is a real victim. ok, maybe in my own opinion, and also many people's. dont you think so? some YB said it is possible that she is behind this incident. hello? have you fried your brain recently? who is so stupid to let someone take her own partially nude photos, let the whole world sees it and make herself step down from her posts? this is insane.

people said she is stupid enough to not wear her clothes when she sleeps. for god sake, who the hell are you to judge someone whether she is naked or not in her own room? she got her right ok! what if someone took pictures of you being naked or doing something embarrassing in your own house? will you say the same thing to yourself? its our privacy you are saying! i am not talking about those morons who are willing to post their naked photos just to get some perverts' attention. these people are ridiculous.

many people no matter from the politics, or the public are supporting her. i personally support her actually. i am not to any side, fyi. she is a lady. why on earth do someone wants to ruin her life in such cruel way? she is just a woman who is trying to do her job. well, there are many possibilities on why they choose to do so. this is the weakest point for a lady no matter what is happening. those behind this are really mean. they give no chance and just strike to the max.

i hate this dr. mohd kt. who is his guy again? just some useless i-just-want-the-politician-name ugly man right? he kept saying its a right thing for her to resign asap. wth?? i think he is just racist. those racist people will ask her to do so. why? because she is a chinese, and she is in pkr. are you jealous? just because she is one of the pkr member who won with the second largest majority? i hate racist people especially politics. previously i was..., no.. i AM mad. i am mad about this feller saying we chinese are foreigners, we do not belong to this country. i guess he failed his history paper. malays are not the founders of this country. we chinese once was one of the ruler of this country. got it? who is this tiny amoeba who got no right to speak with his asshole?

eli got so many supporters who voiced their mind in her blog. i do not understand why must she resign? she did nothing wrong, she need not do anything before the investigation ends. its not any sex video like the previous YB. its some photos of her SLEEPING. just because she got a habit of not wearing a shirt when she sleeps then its disgraceful? its humiliating? its her own choice! the more this people behind these wants you to step down, the more stable you must stand on your post. i do not wish her to resign (not because she did a good job or what-so-ever). its because i feel sorry for her. imagine all these happened so suddenly to you. urgh! i cant believe this country is becoming the worst.

i will not believe if those malays tell me they never do anything wrong before. not one second. just because we are chinese doesnt mean we humiliate ourselves. you people do. those who dont wear tudung? those who wears strapless shirt? those who even went clubbing and drinks? those who RAPE THEIR OWN DAUGHTERS? are these people really that graceful? you cant compare yourself to anyone. everyone got their weakness.

dr mohd kt said people will not accept leaders with moral issues. hello?? is this a moral issue? she is not scandal-ing nor having sex randomly. its some nude photos of her being taken unconsciously. what sort of moral values are you talking about? she does not expect people to see her half naked. who are you to talk about her life? another feller from kubu baru, wkm, said its morally wrong for a single woman to allow a man into her room. how does he knows that she allows him? did he confront that man who put he cctv? who knows? she might just let him into the house but he went into her room without permission. nobody knows except herself, that man and some people who knows the truth.

i miss you

went dear's house for dinner yesterday. then bush came out and kept asking us for food. bark and bark non stop. luckily i was wearing jeans, if not, my thigh is gone. that pig bush is so naughty though puberty is coming. what a puppy.

give me food, you naughty girl.

please??

*trying to grab*

can i?

i was really sad. suddenly thought of cant see baby that much since next week. his U is starting. sigh. never mind. at least he is still in kl and its near. love you baby. i miss you!

this morning when i reached shop i saw this disgusting yet funny looking lizard. unlike other lizards, it does not run away though my colleague was sweeping the floor. i took a picture of it. yes, it looks different.

cant see?

presenting you mr. weird lizard!

i am bored. baby is bringing bush to clinic. hope bush is not screaming for help.

farewell to juan lyn

ok. its about yesterday. baby came to have lunch with me, or you can say he came for his hard drive so have lunch also. we ate kfc, then he remided me of juan lyn's birthday. i was like, oh shoot! i totally forgotten its monday. i left shop at 6.30pm and reached shu jiun's house at jalan kuching at 7.30pm. its super jam. baby cant even speed. luckily we were not the only ones who is late. we started eating and talking and eat again. got mee hoon, indian kuey teow (something like that i guess), squid, bones-with-meat (i dont know what thats called in english. i FAILED engish test. XD), sushi, kuihs, fish balls, mash potatos, nuggets, muffins, cupcakes and strawberries with chocolate. we cant finish. left quite a lot.

we chatted and left at 10.30pm. long day. i was super full. i kept eating the mash potatos and sushi as they were superb delicious. i hate my stomach because i cant finish the food. yes. i AM greedy!

there are more as some has not arrived yet.

juan lyn is the photographer.

today? another boring day. i played facebook for so long. pet society, golf, who has the biggest brain, word challenge, geo and bowling. the stupid computer is super slow. i nearly slept while waiting for it to work. *frown*

i am going to baby's house for dinner later. yay!

valentine 09

well, its our fourth valentine already. time passes really quick. dont you think so? for me everyday is valentine. XD today got nothing different except we exchanged presents.

i woke up at 8.30am, get myself done, for about an hour. what i did that took me so long? =.= my mum sarcastically said "you didnt wake up that early and do yourself for so long when its to work" in front of baby tuck. iysh! i gave him a very simple present (i wanted him to feel disappointed). we went tsim tung near my house for breakfast. we waited so long for the food to come. he saw them giving the food to the other group of girls, which is their friends, first. i asked him,"saw that waitress? she kept starring at couples that came in but when its a family, she smiled at them". he is not surprised. maybe she is just jealous. not going there another time. bad service.

my cute doink!

next destination is midvalley. we came here for our first valentine. :p the queue for tickets is SUPER LONG! we were shocked. luckily we need not wait too long. to our suprise, when we were ready to be disappointed with the no-more-seats-left movie, there was two seats left, side by side, third row from the back! the very last two seats! a very strategic place. lucky? or coincidence? XD

looking for a star. this movie shows three love stories. really suitable for a day like this. haha.. andy lau is a billionaire while shu qi is a club dancer+dealer. i dropped my tears few times already. but andy lau with shu qi as a couple? hmm.... kind of weird.

after the movie, we headed to midah tesco. we bought food for our candle light dinner. and yes!! baby is cooking a candle light dinner for me! woohoo!!! alright. his original plan is bringing me to victoria station. he made a reservation two days before. this is the very first time someone made a reservation for me. as in dating, not with family or something. but he cancelled it. i still feel happy because he gave me a better surprise!

i am waiting impatiently. i did not do anything but wait.

first time he cook western food for anyone.

too dark. but romantic. hehe... love you darling!

muakzz!!

champagne. my first ever champagne.

it burst open, scaring me off the ground, left half bottle only. haha..

main course. sirloin steak, rib eye steak, egg, hot dogs.

a toast to us!

drink drink drink!

i know, its a wain glass. haha...

thanks for everything!

he is good at drinking.

i gave him his main present before we started eating. hehe.. he said he expected something as i told him i bought his present earlier. stupid me. after finishing i felt hot and headache is attacking me. i ran to his bed and slept. after one hour i woke up and i feel much better but my stomach is not feeling well. baby, i will be fine. when he was driving home i slept in car. i cant sit too long nor stand long. he stayed for a while, accompanying me and left after 12am.

oh ya, my present. i love them, dear. thanks a lot!!

actually i longed for it the first time saw it. he knew i like baby instead of adults one.

thanks sweetheart.

::dont have to worry ok? i will be fine after sleeping. i love you dear. i am missing you right after you left me. dreaming of you. happy valentines, people!!::

its friday!

its 10.00am and i am in baby's house waiting for juan lyn to reach. of course, i played with bush for a while after he bathe. i can hardly catch him as he moves really fast. after jl reached, we headed to HELP to get the others. baby drove avanza and kept complaining about the difference of this car and his accord. =.= after reaching IMU's parking which is outdoor, under the super burning mr.hot sun. we waited in the car until 12.45pm and we started getting ready at the staircase waiting for the birthday girl to come. all of us sweat like we are going to dehydrate soon but worth it tho. she was surprised. happy birthday li zhen!

after all the dramas, we went 1U for movie and lunch. TGI fridays, the 12 of us. wee~~..

eu jhin ordered the mac&cheese.

cant see whats inside?

its macaroni. i kind of like it. the outer layer is crunchy.

my (and also li Zhen's) JR burger. i LOVE the beef! i gave half to baby.

baby's something something alfredo. i forgot the name. the chicken meat is ok.

i just love carbonara.

eu jhin's. quite filling.

the birthday girl was forced to sing.

cant really see li zhen's face?

i zoomed. tadah! she gave a speech only.

we were super late for the movie. missed about 10 minutes after starting. first time ever.

bride wars.

i love anne hathaway.

war is just so horrible.

my hair is blue!!

its blue!!

BLUE!!!!

i cried a couple of times. its a happy ending. the both of them want each other to be their maid of honour but to a mistake both their weddings fall on the same day. just watch and find out how it works.

after the movie all of us went separately. dear and i went leisure mall night market. the japanese pancake we both love is no longer available. how sad! he carried me back to his car. haha.. i know i am heavy. after dinner we headed home while waiting.

i love you baby! when the clock strikes 12, he gave me my present. that time i was still lazily laying on the couch. haha... thanks!! i love it! muakzz...... cant wait until tomorrow. i am having a surprise dinner. *wink*

eat is the alternative way

i got nothing else to do actually. i went out shopping with alice for about two hours. we ate together after packing. then its jojo's turn. later i went out again, shopping and hunt for food. when they were busy working, thats when i got bored. so i took some time to look for what i want. i stayed at shop today not more than 5 hours. XD i asked baby to fetch me earlier. yes, i am the lazy queen.

after leaving shop around 8pm, i went Private Shop to get a bra. it has a little bit of push up but i saw not an inch of difference. plus its really comfortable compared to the other normal one. my first so-called pushupbra. oh ya.. i saw this silicone bra they are selling. it cost only RM39.90. should i get one? i am in a deep consideration because there is another shop selling RM14.97 (RM15 la..). *grin*

this looks cute.. :P

we went back to his house and started masak masak. we cooked spaghetti(he cooked, not me). i played with bush. he is so naughty, as usual. i noticed something. he is getting slimmer and bigger. my cutie bush is transforming! even his it-looks-like-a-banana is growing. oh no!! sigh....

he kept barking asking for food when he is cooking. silly...

we added the sarawak white pepper with the sause along and it taste really good. baby said its quite spicy; as in not chili spicy kind of spicy, is too-much-pepper spicy spicy. *ignore me. after finishing whole bowl, he is not full enough so he cook another two packs of maggi mee, for the two of us. damn.... very very full!!!! other than eat, nothing is so satisfying.

baby went to my house and join my bro who is watching a movie. around 12.30am he left. i miss him.

to soo yinn

happy birthday!!! 20 years old! hehe...

yes! i stole your photo! XD

yinn came and look for me after her interview. i asked her to come actually when i messaged her at 12am. around 12 pm she told me her interview finish and is coming. so i quickly ask weng kit whether want to join since he is working just across the street but he cant. too bad. the two of us went mcd and chatted for around 1 hour i guess. (FYI, i am working). then we walked around and stopped at the nail point saloon. we looked at those patterns for so long. though that shop is just three shops beside my shop but just stayed there and talked about it for so long. haha...

then we went back to shop and we talked again. around 5 something we went shopping together. at first she said she wants to go to weng kit's shop for dinner but later its raining heavily again. too bad. weng kit owes her a meal. XD we took some pictures then she left. sounds like she came here for me instead the other way round right?

she took passport picture for her pre-job.

i am not on purpose ok. you do not look big nor i look small.

XOXO

my colleague ask us to pose. haha..

kind of like this picture.

happy or not? at least you spent most of your birthday time with me. haha.... happy birthday once again.

i am ok

after one night of depression, i felt better. when i think of seeing baby later, i felt even much happier. he is the one who makes me feel better. thanks darling.

i asked my mum not to cook tonight and eat at pat kin pat san (my treat). so me and dear went pav for a movie before the dinner.

underworld 3:rise of the lycans.

her ending is sad.

hate him. he dont spare her a life.

like this movie but the major problem is 98% of the movie is dark so when they fight it is really blurr. i did not really feel disgusted when the brain or whatever busted. why? =.= its really sad when sonia had to watch lucian being whipped before her punishment. then lucian had to watch sonia turning into ash by the sunlight (she is a vampire), with a baby in her stomach. :(

after that we 'pak tor' a while and bought my tissue box. love it!! hehe.. i called my mum and told her we were coming back but she said my aunt is bringing food back so cant follow us for dinner. :( next time then. the both of us went sushi king (i wanted to eat since yesterday but no chance). so full! after that we went pet shop. the rottweiler is so cute!!! though the size is too much of difference but the playful-ness is exactly like bush.

we headed home, gambled for the last time, and i lost quite a lot to baby. but he is so nice that he gave me back my money. i owe you a meal. hehe.. love you bamboo....

::happy 3+2 months anniversary, baby. love you much!::

melanie's farewell

morning baby pick me up from lrt after his badminton and we went for breakfast. after that he went home and bathe, while i played with bush. so, we thought of going to tay's house straight but he is not back yet so we headed to Brem Mall at jalan kuching. first time there, nothing much yet as i think is a new mall.

reached tay's house and waited for the others to reach. went to this stall, in front of a temple, 30 seconds of walk from his house. haha... we talked for so long, even people who came after us left. too much things to talk about. tay paid the bill without us knowing. thanks ya.. when we were walking, we saw a really LONG SNAKE!!! around 7 or 8 feet. dead, in the river (longkang i should say). its scary! its my first time at this distance seeing such big snake.

next, we played cards, and chit chatted again. then the boys played game (without fail) and the two of us girls watch tv. around 6.30 we left his house, saying goodbye (he is leaving also).

the next destination is mel's house. i drove there as baby is having slight headache. kekeke... second time driving accord.

what we did there? take pictures (mainly they are the ones who took), eat, talk, play game, talk, eat... i should say i am happy to see them again, what about them? i talked the most is when they went inside, leaving me, baby and woan shin. funny eh? baby sent me back at around 11.40pm.

at least i went, right? i did not realise so many things until today. you wants to treat me that way, fine. what for i still get myself into it since you dont care? dont think i cant differentiate it. its horrible! i cried so many times because of you and i promised i will not anymore. i still cherish the bond between us and i care a lot about you but normal relationship will do. i dont have the bravery to accept the truth another time. i tried so many times to tell myself its not true but..... you can blame me for what i had did to you previously, ok, its part of my fault but you got no right to treat me like that. NO YOU DONT! just treat me fairly. i appreciates that.

confusion

something just happened at my workplace.

well it started off with a family (6 person) came and we got only 3 masseurs (FYI, i am just the counter girl, people make mistakes thinking i am a masseur). so i called to bukit bintang for extra 3 masseurs and this thai guy (i guess) said ok. after around 5 minutes i called again to see whether the masseurs are on their way as i have a bad feeling about it. he asked now? i was like, damn......!!!! YES, NOW!!! he said ok. after 15 minutes of waiting impatiently, again i called and this time is one of the masseur answer the phone. she said the previous guy is a newbie (so am i, ok. so should i forgive him or what? means i should not blame him for his super huge mistakes?) and he thought i am a customer. damn! she asked whether we can go over to their place and i said no as they are a family. how can you ask them to go all the way to bukit bintang? i guess they rather leave and choose another place instead. i asked really politely whether they could come over and she agreed. later on, after waiting another 5 minutes i started getting really mad. i called again and guess what she said... she told me: boss called asking us not to go over as no people take care of the shop. can you ask them to come over instead? our cashier also not here yet and we do not know the way to times square. GREAT! after around half and hour of waiting you tell me no one is coming????!!! argh!!

i apologised to the other three customers as they waited for so long. i really dont know where to hide my face when i saw their disappointed faces. i told my colleagues and they ask me to call to chinatown. i called and asked whether they can come asap and they say can. so i asked the customers whether they want it or not but they rejected. they are in a hurry so they will just wait for the others. i lost a RM170 business. f*** bukit bintang.

jojo told me they have 20+masseurs and all of them are having a customer?? lie! everything she told me is a lie. they are just too lazy to walk over here. my colleague ask me to call lady boss but i dont want. it makes me feel like a you-are-new-here-and-you-wanna-back stab-people person.

yesterday bukit bintang made me mad also. i called there maybe around 20 times only someone answered. i was like, WTH? what is so busy until no one answers the bloody phone? is either everyone went out or they purposely not answering. after she answered, its already too late. i told the customer to wait 10 minutes and after that he said he is leaving. the masseur came and left. RM120 gone. maybe because of this they played a fool on us. if there is another time, i will definitely call lady boss. they thought i am new here so they can bully?? no way..... you are wrong, aunty!








::i am hungry. i missed my lunch time due to this ridiculous incident. but i can eat anytime i want (baby will be not happy if i missed the time). sorry dear::

p/s: i just ate.

sorry bush

not long ago baby messaged me asking me to promise him that i wont be sad or cry after he tell me something. i was like, okay.... is it about bush? he said since last night until now bush kept shitting green colour shit. damn! i asked is it because of the food we gave him when he was in our house and he said no. usually pets shit green poo poo is because they are afraid. what!!!!? means bush is still afraid until now? i thought he was back to normal. :..( i told him i want to cry already but he kept telling me that bush is going to be fine this and that.

if i did not say yes to him when he asked to take care of bush, he will not be like now. sorry baby. i know its my fault. how should i answer to his mum? she precious bush and after three days at my house he is like that already. i dont think there will be another time. i just hope bush will not be afraid of me the next time i saw him. if bush does not play and be naughty anymore, he no longer is bush. i just feel so guilty whenever i recall back the incident yesterday.





::you dont have to feel bad telling me. i still will feel guilty. hopefully he will be fine and you will be happier::

拜天公

well, as usual i went off from work early. before that me and my colleague went watson, sasa and metrojaya for a walk (shopping and lazy-ing i should say). envy right? XD

around 8 baby came and we headed to Momo cafe and jasmine is there. haha.. did not take pictures as we were too excited talking about bush (his dog FYI, not ex US president), not funny eh? hmm....

then he kept rushing me to go home as he wants to see bush asap. silly pig.. my mum was like, how come so early off work geh? haha... the usual me, lazy. bush was excited to see him of course. and he kept smelling the food we prepared for bai tin gong later. after a while i asked them to play mahjong. the three of us were so blurr as only baby knows how to play. XD

bush has a trauma. he was afraid of my uncle as he kept pulling bush out of the table. baby was having heartache too. then bush ran and hide under the kitchen table. we kept trying to make him the usual naughty puppy but he did not even try to bite my fingers! i was like, bite my finger, bush. whenever my uncle talks in the living room he will try to run away. i cried, actually, when there's only me and baby, carrying bush. after some time he started becoming his own self. i am glad. luckily. no offence ya penn.. i was really sad when bush started to be afraid of people.

i ate quite a lot. but my mum's cooking is really nice. i cant resist. haha... speechless eh? XD