i am ok

after one night of depression, i felt better. when i think of seeing baby later, i felt even much happier. he is the one who makes me feel better. thanks darling.

i asked my mum not to cook tonight and eat at pat kin pat san (my treat). so me and dear went pav for a movie before the dinner.

underworld 3:rise of the lycans.

her ending is sad.

hate him. he dont spare her a life.

like this movie but the major problem is 98% of the movie is dark so when they fight it is really blurr. i did not really feel disgusted when the brain or whatever busted. why? =.= its really sad when sonia had to watch lucian being whipped before her punishment. then lucian had to watch sonia turning into ash by the sunlight (she is a vampire), with a baby in her stomach. :(

after that we 'pak tor' a while and bought my tissue box. love it!! hehe.. i called my mum and told her we were coming back but she said my aunt is bringing food back so cant follow us for dinner. :( next time then. the both of us went sushi king (i wanted to eat since yesterday but no chance). so full! after that we went pet shop. the rottweiler is so cute!!! though the size is too much of difference but the playful-ness is exactly like bush.

we headed home, gambled for the last time, and i lost quite a lot to baby. but he is so nice that he gave me back my money. i owe you a meal. hehe.. love you bamboo....

::happy 3+2 months anniversary, baby. love you much!::

melanie's farewell

morning baby pick me up from lrt after his badminton and we went for breakfast. after that he went home and bathe, while i played with bush. so, we thought of going to tay's house straight but he is not back yet so we headed to Brem Mall at jalan kuching. first time there, nothing much yet as i think is a new mall.

reached tay's house and waited for the others to reach. went to this stall, in front of a temple, 30 seconds of walk from his house. haha... we talked for so long, even people who came after us left. too much things to talk about. tay paid the bill without us knowing. thanks ya.. when we were walking, we saw a really LONG SNAKE!!! around 7 or 8 feet. dead, in the river (longkang i should say). its scary! its my first time at this distance seeing such big snake.

next, we played cards, and chit chatted again. then the boys played game (without fail) and the two of us girls watch tv. around 6.30 we left his house, saying goodbye (he is leaving also).

the next destination is mel's house. i drove there as baby is having slight headache. kekeke... second time driving accord.

what we did there? take pictures (mainly they are the ones who took), eat, talk, play game, talk, eat... i should say i am happy to see them again, what about them? i talked the most is when they went inside, leaving me, baby and woan shin. funny eh? baby sent me back at around 11.40pm.

at least i went, right? i did not realise so many things until today. you wants to treat me that way, fine. what for i still get myself into it since you dont care? dont think i cant differentiate it. its horrible! i cried so many times because of you and i promised i will not anymore. i still cherish the bond between us and i care a lot about you but normal relationship will do. i dont have the bravery to accept the truth another time. i tried so many times to tell myself its not true but..... you can blame me for what i had did to you previously, ok, its part of my fault but you got no right to treat me like that. NO YOU DONT! just treat me fairly. i appreciates that.

confusion

something just happened at my workplace.

well it started off with a family (6 person) came and we got only 3 masseurs (FYI, i am just the counter girl, people make mistakes thinking i am a masseur). so i called to bukit bintang for extra 3 masseurs and this thai guy (i guess) said ok. after around 5 minutes i called again to see whether the masseurs are on their way as i have a bad feeling about it. he asked now? i was like, damn......!!!! YES, NOW!!! he said ok. after 15 minutes of waiting impatiently, again i called and this time is one of the masseur answer the phone. she said the previous guy is a newbie (so am i, ok. so should i forgive him or what? means i should not blame him for his super huge mistakes?) and he thought i am a customer. damn! she asked whether we can go over to their place and i said no as they are a family. how can you ask them to go all the way to bukit bintang? i guess they rather leave and choose another place instead. i asked really politely whether they could come over and she agreed. later on, after waiting another 5 minutes i started getting really mad. i called again and guess what she said... she told me: boss called asking us not to go over as no people take care of the shop. can you ask them to come over instead? our cashier also not here yet and we do not know the way to times square. GREAT! after around half and hour of waiting you tell me no one is coming????!!! argh!!

i apologised to the other three customers as they waited for so long. i really dont know where to hide my face when i saw their disappointed faces. i told my colleagues and they ask me to call to chinatown. i called and asked whether they can come asap and they say can. so i asked the customers whether they want it or not but they rejected. they are in a hurry so they will just wait for the others. i lost a RM170 business. f*** bukit bintang.

jojo told me they have 20+masseurs and all of them are having a customer?? lie! everything she told me is a lie. they are just too lazy to walk over here. my colleague ask me to call lady boss but i dont want. it makes me feel like a you-are-new-here-and-you-wanna-back stab-people person.

yesterday bukit bintang made me mad also. i called there maybe around 20 times only someone answered. i was like, WTH? what is so busy until no one answers the bloody phone? is either everyone went out or they purposely not answering. after she answered, its already too late. i told the customer to wait 10 minutes and after that he said he is leaving. the masseur came and left. RM120 gone. maybe because of this they played a fool on us. if there is another time, i will definitely call lady boss. they thought i am new here so they can bully?? no way..... you are wrong, aunty!








::i am hungry. i missed my lunch time due to this ridiculous incident. but i can eat anytime i want (baby will be not happy if i missed the time). sorry dear::

p/s: i just ate.

sorry bush

not long ago baby messaged me asking me to promise him that i wont be sad or cry after he tell me something. i was like, okay.... is it about bush? he said since last night until now bush kept shitting green colour shit. damn! i asked is it because of the food we gave him when he was in our house and he said no. usually pets shit green poo poo is because they are afraid. what!!!!? means bush is still afraid until now? i thought he was back to normal. :..( i told him i want to cry already but he kept telling me that bush is going to be fine this and that.

if i did not say yes to him when he asked to take care of bush, he will not be like now. sorry baby. i know its my fault. how should i answer to his mum? she precious bush and after three days at my house he is like that already. i dont think there will be another time. i just hope bush will not be afraid of me the next time i saw him. if bush does not play and be naughty anymore, he no longer is bush. i just feel so guilty whenever i recall back the incident yesterday.





::you dont have to feel bad telling me. i still will feel guilty. hopefully he will be fine and you will be happier::

拜天公

well, as usual i went off from work early. before that me and my colleague went watson, sasa and metrojaya for a walk (shopping and lazy-ing i should say). envy right? XD

around 8 baby came and we headed to Momo cafe and jasmine is there. haha.. did not take pictures as we were too excited talking about bush (his dog FYI, not ex US president), not funny eh? hmm....

then he kept rushing me to go home as he wants to see bush asap. silly pig.. my mum was like, how come so early off work geh? haha... the usual me, lazy. bush was excited to see him of course. and he kept smelling the food we prepared for bai tin gong later. after a while i asked them to play mahjong. the three of us were so blurr as only baby knows how to play. XD

bush has a trauma. he was afraid of my uncle as he kept pulling bush out of the table. baby was having heartache too. then bush ran and hide under the kitchen table. we kept trying to make him the usual naughty puppy but he did not even try to bite my fingers! i was like, bite my finger, bush. whenever my uncle talks in the living room he will try to run away. i cried, actually, when there's only me and baby, carrying bush. after some time he started becoming his own self. i am glad. luckily. no offence ya penn.. i was really sad when bush started to be afraid of people.

i ate quite a lot. but my mum's cooking is really nice. i cant resist. haha... speechless eh? XD