because of you

nothing much about my working life but its my baby that scares me off. at midnight dear's daddy called me asking me did he call me. i was very blurr that time. i was sleeping soundly, dreaming about my prince.

he said he could not get to tuck. i tried to call him also before going to bed, which is around 11++pm. but since no one pick up and another phone cant get through so i assume he is busy. i din know until that late. then half an hour later baby called me telling me he is back.

baby, though your sketch stuff has no extra time in planning but at least take good care of yourself can? you are super tired so why put yourself in such useless stress? you will never let me stress myself if its the other way round. get into my shoe and think for me.

because of you, i have restless night also. i have been yawning and feeling tired these few days. i waited for your calls, until you are back only i sleeps. i am torturing myself. XD too bad.

i miss you baby. i just have to endure another four days and i can go out with you! woohoo!!

salary

today i got my second pay, by cash. =.= stupid right? they said its because they did not save my account number previously. when i got my money i was so afraid i will drop it or something. i kept checking my pocket for it.

i got something for my baby. since his belt spoiled, i got one for him. hehe.. i just love him.

i want to eat chocolate!! its been a century already since i ate a piece of chocolate. damn it.

nothing much~i miss you a lot

yesterday my colleague came back from sibu. she bought back some food and stuffs. today is saturday and it might be the last day of my new colleague which i meantioned previously. i started to like her already but she have to leave. its a rules for people like her. if she is caught working here, she will be blacklisted in her U and never got to study anymore. lady boss have to do this to her for her own good.

a random picture of me.

some sarawak handcraft.

simbolises sarawak.

for the first time i saw a real one.

the green one is black pepper. so cute!!

cai mi and cocoa-s.

my turn.

two different type of cocoa and limau. what is limau in english?

guess what?

the skin is so thin!

one of my colleague nearly spoil it as she thought the skin is thick.

haha.. cai mi peeling it for me.

i miss my baby! he came and had lunch with me before going to IMU to join his friends to practise a stupid sketch. i laughed when he told me what their sketch is about. they had to buy costumes and many more.

i am going home early. very tired and i want to finish the drama i am watching. wee~~

IMU orientation

since dear started his first day in IMU on monday, we hardly contact each other but kept missing each other all the time. he calls me when he reaches home so i will feel better. he told me a lot of things about his orientation. its two weeks time. plus the "seniors", who may be the same age as them or even younger then the "juniors", sacrifice their precious time for studying just to "have fun" with them.

now, what do you people think of when you think of orientation? ice breaking, get to know friends, get along with seniors, have fun and feel warm with the place right? yeah. i went through orientation too. though its not as many days as them but i had fun.

he said the wet and dry ice breaking is the worst. during wet ice breaking, which is the station game, he said the station masters themselves were not sure of what to do, giving wrong explanation but blame the juniors instead, and everything was a mess. not only him, many people complained about it. if they want to participate in this orientation then do it the way it should be. dont do it just to finish it on time. people expect it to be tiring but fun. sad. even li zhen herself, who is one of the seniors, complained about it in her blog.

well, during orientations, its expected that seniors will use this opportunity to bully the juniors. i cant imagine how it is when he told me. i am really thankful that my seniors are not that bad. even indians. the indians bully indians. they purposely ask indians to lay their chest on the pile of mud and pretend they are swimming. WTH?? of course, guy will be ragged. many indians skipped the orientation after knowing how horrible it is. cant they do it in a better way? they not only humiliate themselves but also the others. i know its a tradition but they can do it in a different way. doesnt mean they have to do it the way they were bullied previously.

people dont mind getting bullied as its what everyone knows. orientation is held to welcome newcomers and let them enjoy themselves while knowing new friends. as a senior, you rather giving a bad impression to them or have fun with them together? its up to them.

since you've been gone

its been a while since my last post. i am not really busy but i am actually. =.=? i am not busy in the sense that my job is relaxing but i am busy nowadays watching drama in youtube. thats why did not even bother to check my blog. (nothing to check also.. XD).

since baby started his U i was super bored. no people eat with me during dinner and i hardly get to see him. yesterday night is the only night he is free. the orientation he is going through, TERRIBLE. i will mention about it later.

this is what i do when i am bored. PICTURES!!

that shows how bored i am. i want to share the drama that i am watching with you people. 命中注定我愛你. fated to love you/you're my destiny. really nice. its funny, romantic, saddening, and most importantly, its 18pl. its not hamsap drama btw.

i miss you dear. my baby boy is tired. his voice is getting sexy, bones ache and i never saw him so restless before. another long, tiring week to go. you will get use to it soon. love you darl.