still in doubt

around 10am today my mum fetch me to photocopy my certs and to BSN to buy my code. after that we went home and i tried to apply. when i came to the page where i have to fill in my choice of courses, i am in a confuse. i wasnt sure of what i want yet. i thought since i am going to IMU for more details later so i leave it first.

later my mum drop me at IMU and baby took me to the office. i asked about the courses, the loan and pricing. now i got three choices in my mind which of course there is one i put more priority in. after that, we went midvalley. i thought the edu fair is today. =.= we watched movie.

kung fu chef. this movie is just moderate. i was busy eating popcorn so i wasnt sure whether i was bored or not.

after movie, we went to his house just to visit bush. he is still kiddo though the size is bigger. i hardly get to capture his picture as he moves really fast.

he had dinner together with my family at my house. baby went home early as he got class tomorrow. sigh. miss you.

freeeeeeeeee

yesterday, guess what? today my results is coming out but i knew it only by yesterday. i was like, WHAT??! tomorrow??? i got no preparation yet. its like a bomb planted in me all of a sudden. i wanted to cry but my baby kept saying "its just a result. what for crying now? you cant change anything after crying". i tried not to think about it. i was super nervous. i got nothing else in my mind except 'what my result is going to be'. i was too nervous to sleep but at the same time i was really tired. =.=

well, dear woke me up before his class starts so that i could clean my car and do some of my stuff but i ended waking up 1 hour later. XD i reach school around 1pm and i thought i was the latest to reach. i was one of the earliest instead. =.= baby came after his class to accompany me. thanks dear..

before we get into the hall, we saw cameraman, reporters and journalists. we were like, why must they frighten us like that!!! its so much pressure seeing those camera filming you when you are about to look at your result. when i took mine, i dont dare to open it. tuck opened it for me and he asked me with a serious look, "what is your least expectation?". erm..... all just pass i guess. all i need is 2.00 and i am super happy. i was crying already. he said you got better than what you expected. excuse me? did you see properly? shau was looking together with him also and he said really la.... i cried even harder. i cant believe it!

i never got this good before. i dont care what my parents going to say as they might think its not really good but i know it myself. i cant stop smiling. thanks to my parents who had been pressuring me, my friends who had been helping me in my studies, dear who had been helping me too, and special credits to mr.kali. he did made me work harder in chemistry.

i am finally free from my burden. i had been worrying about it for three months. i knew i am just lucky to get this result.

after getting my results and magazine, me and baby went for a movie at pavilion.

street fighter. not bad. its about the legend of chun-li. she is pretty!!

after movie, we went ichiban sushi again. i had something different today. the beef rice. its nice. i am kind of in love with japanese food again. after that he straight send me back. but we walked like a turtle as my toes are having blister due to too much walking.

we slept in the car for like 1 hour. we were too sleepy and tired. after that we saw the news in tv3 showing our school. but they showed lower sixes only (half second only). they interviewed the top scorers for nothing. not even half of loong hui's face. after the news baby went home.

*wink*

i need a rest!

about yesterday, dear came and had dinner with me. at papa john. we went there at 5pm. after ordering, of course we chit chatted. what really annoyed us was they took more than 50 minutes to serve us the pizza. damn! what is wrong with these people??

they served us the cheesesticks 10 minutes after we ordered. then around 5.30pm, baby getting impatient. he needs to get back to imu at 6pm. so i asked them about our pizza. they said coming. after 10 minutes, i asked again. she said our pizza is in the oven so we have to wait few more minutes. WTF?? even people who came after us got their pizza. i saw the looks at their faces. who are you to give looks to us? we are customers and so behave! around 6pm only we started to eat.

i prefer pizza hut more. at least i wont mind even if the people there give faces. they give quality, timing and serves better. damn papa john at times square. plus, the waitress there speaks softly that you might think they befriend with ants.

around 7.30pm, i drove home and had another dinner at home. sushi! XD

today is sunday. a very quiet sunday.

i went off early and had dinner with baby at pat ye tin. i miss the food there actually. serious shit. though its not any expensive cuisine or nice restaurant, i kind of like to eat there.

after watching the first match of lin dan vs chong wei, we rushed back home to continue. too bad babe. i told you whats the result. muahaha... then we watched movie until around 2pm. i nearly slept when there is fighting scene.

i want to have a break. i need a break. i worked for 3 whole weeks already. non-stop.

surely can

today is my first time. i never did it before.

i drove to work myself. without my mum or my boy beside me. muahaha.. i know its nothing big but i was really excited before this. i kept asking her to let my drive. my mum is attending a dinner so she cant fetch me. she asked me to walk to shaw parade since the dinner is over there but i refuse to. XD

my journey went smoothly ok. i did speed, thats what i always do when i drove baby's car. its a driver's nature. :P

i confess. i nearly bang a lorry. he wanted to jump line and he did not hit the signal. he think i am a lady, driving a small car with a P so he can bully me? bullshit. i used to fight with bus. see? i guess thats he reason my dear seldom allows me driving his car and my mum is worried of allowing me drive alone.

if tonight my car and i are safe in the house when my mum comes back, i can drive alone real soon. my mum is just over-worried. my driving is not that bad, mom. *wink*

baby, i am waiting. and hungry. quickly come over ok? i want to eat as much as i can.

i cant control

yesterday baby came to have dinner with me. luckily he did not disappoint me. :D we went hk food and tea. i like some of the food there but they have few major problems. they took quite some time to serve the food. the people working there are having attitudes.

come back to the dinner. my baby got slimmer already. damn. how could you.. he got no time to have lunch and dinner. either they skipped it or glob it. pity. i heartache. we talked a lot that time. miss those time we had together.

after that i walk him out. i can hardly let go of his hand but i know i have to. so sad. never mind. maybe baby will come to my shop this sunday since saturday is his last day of torture. hehe. i will be waiting.