end of 2010

its the end on the year of tiger. lol..

as in the western calender la..

this few days i've been staying in baby's house.

wanted to spend time with baby boy until my sem 4 starts.

on 30th, baby finished his last paper and came to pick me up.

we went to saloon and i was still deciding whether to change my hairstyle.

it cost me 300 bucks.

><

i took so much courage to decide.

yup.

thanks to baby for being there with me.

he was so tired after exam but still waited for my hair to be done.

hehe..

after about 4 hours,

finally!!

its done!

^^

at first i was kind of shocked after he washed my hair.

after final touch, it turn out quite okay.

hopefully after some time it'll be perfect.

on the 31st, we decided to wake up early to go for movies.

since its public holiday, we expect it to be a long queue.

we did reach early but still a long queue!

=.=

we had lunch at mcd.

the prosperity beef burger a bit too much black pepper.

its not those powder-ish pepper.

but still nice.

we watched gulliver's travel.

super funny!

i like.

its more to fairy tales kind of story.

damn funny when he got caught by giant and turned into a barbie doll.

dinner time we went g-pot.

first time we saw so many people.

after a long chat with baby,

went back to my house to wait for my sis to finish her work.

thats how i celebrated my few last days of year 2010.

i'm waiting!

today i saw my friend's fb showing pictures and people posting on her wall congratulating her. i suspected something and i was right. congratulation carmen! hope that ur marriage will last long forever and live happily ever after! congrats!!

well.. tomorrow will be baby's freedom day. i waited so long for this day to come. ^^ baby.. i know u miss me. and i miss u lots too. cant wait to see u! hope nothing will happen tomorrow that imperfects our day.

zzz

its always not my call.

permissions permissions permissions.

i hate asking permissions.

no matter from who.

i dont even have a freaking small freedom to make myself a decision.

this cannot that cannot.

when i dont feel happy then what next?

blame me for wanting something?

in the end its all my own fault.

why should i even follow other people's order?

its not because i lazy wanna decide.

i dont even have the chance.

does anyone respect my decisions?

whenever i tell someone about my decision and for sure they will question me.

"why you want this? are you sure?"

if i didnt want it i wont tell people i want it right..

i feel so tired on hoping people to respect my call.

i cant believe at this time i still pray that someone one day will tell me that i can do anything i want and they will like whatever i do.

this is ridiculous. sigh.

whole day i feel so sad.

no one understands me.

always want me to think in their shoes but no one ever thinks in my shoes.

yea.. very fair hor..

this post is for me to tell out everything and when i feel better i'll delete it.

sigh. its all blind hope.

rock the world

tonight i'll be going for a duty tonight at bukit jalil for the Rock The World concert. and this is the first duty i'm going to do without my baby with me. he'll be having his exam tomorrow.

we woke up quite late today. =S after one round of starcraft i speed up to prepare for tonight. thanks baby for sending me. reached like super early and waited so long before we headed to bukit jalil.

after reaching not long, there was a fight right in front of us. @.@ damn scary wei... i cant believe i had to hang on for another 7 hours there with all those people. i wish he was there. so bored. zzz

finally its time to go home. i felt relieved. ><

ho-ho-HO

christmas is here and no plan again. haha.. this year we both were quite lazy honestly.
so kind of stayed at home and played starcraft. one more thing is because baby will be having his exam soon so no mood to go out.
but.. we planned to go night market. hehe.. food!
its been quite a while that we actually went to that night market. miss it. ^^