silver medal for bowling

its the day! finally its here. i was so nervous. i was afraid that i would bring the whole group down. i shall try my very best today.

babe came to pick me up and headed straight to endah parade, carefour. we had mcd for brunch, my third mcd for the week. super unhealthy. when i stepped into the bowling area, i felt the tense. i was soooo nervous. baby kept telling me to play like we used to play. but i just cant take the "competition" off my mind. i played not very well today. supposedly i can score higher but i always missed many nice chances. sigh... how can i do that........

its ok. we got a silver!!!!!!! woo hoo....... my first silver in imu. super duper long time i never won any prizes except for bronze. at least we got a medal. (: so happy. though i kind of blame myself for not performing my very best, but think the other way round, if i were to perform 100%, also kind of no use because the gold-medal team kind of strong. so.... its not entirely my fault either.... yay........

went home straight and slept. too tired. baby is too nice to hug. i can sleep right away in his arms. *heartz* so nice.. he got no class tomorrow. how i wish i got no class either.

miss u darl. muakzz..