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i was scared, anxious yet hopeful.
i wanted it to be opposite of what it came out to be but somehow another corner in my heart i wanted the other way round.
i was confused but excited though i acted nothing.
it happens so quickly that i dont know how to react and what to do.

and now its gone, forever, but yet i dont know how to react.
i was thinking, is it normal to lose something and yet you felt nothing?
i wanted to cry but its just not happening.
something is wrong or is it just the typical me..

it happens so quickly.
it came and gone just like the wind.
should i still be thinking about it?
or should i keep it in a safe box, lock it tight and put one far end corner of my heart?

no matter what, it left a mark on my heart.
forever i will never forget.
goodbye, take care.
i will miss you for sure.