advanced celebration

didnt know my dad's coming back today until my mum said she needs to go fetch my dad from kl central.

=.=

since my dad is back, we asked him to bring us to steamboat at yulek. kekeke...

its nice and not a bad environment tho.

although the meat provided is not as much as what we get from kepong's steamboat restaurant, but at least they have chocolate fondue. ^^

super full and super tired.

we surprised her with a cake. hahaha...

my dog was excited seeing us keep laughing and singing bday song.

happy birthday mummy!! ♥

bored friday makes me grow fatter

whole day doing nothing..

zzz.... boring tau?

at night when my mum went to her qigong class, i asked baby to fetch me out as my plan is to buy mum her present.

we went sushi king for dinner and due to prolonged boredom, i ate quite a lot.

then we headed to get her present.

not sure what to get but ended up getting a handbag.

expensive leh..

its ok tho.. ^^

hope my mum like it.. =)

i screwed biochem

according to the title above, i really screwed my test paper.

i skipped a few lecture notes honestly.

the lecture notes that i skipped eventually had the most question during the test.

damn.. i mis-calculated.

i should work harder for my eos.

so much to rush.

report and AIR topic.

we separate our job into two.

i alone did the whole report. =.= others did on AIR and we exchanged.

report aint easy because my results was with my lab partner and i had to do it according to memory. zzzz...

so much to look for as discussion part count lots of marks.

finally done, and thats the last thing i did on my last day of the sem.

yes, i finished my second sem.

i should feel relieved but worried at the same time. eos aint easy as i'm not the person who study constantly. =(

all the best for people who are taking MUET on saturday especially my bro. teehheee!

m@l@ys are stupid (most)

i'm not challenging them as i did not say that i'm smart.

stupid as in brainless retards.

yeah.. they are just so uncivilized.

keep on riding you f**king motocycles around my house. i dont care.

it might be disturbing and annoying at first but i kind of starting to be immuned to the sound of your f**king engine.

so its you who need to keep wasting money so you can continue bugging me.

i'm so sorry to disappoint you but i really dont feel anything.

oh ya..

my mum gave me a brilliant idea that i video them riding the motorcycles without wearing helmets.

this is to make them not to disturb us further, if they dare.

i swear i will report to the police if they continue all these.

of course, i wont be as uncivilized as them so i will give them a warning beforehand.

then keep watching over them and if nothing happens, i shall leave the case.

aww... how nice am i.

=)

i shall listen to my baby and turn calm.

i shall laugh at them for being stupid than shouting "babi!" which was my initial plan.

  i made my mind to be a civilized + devil-ly + smart enemy.

do not mess up with my family as you have family too.

muahahhahaa....

baby, thanks for being by my side and being so supportive.

thanks for the advice as whenever i'm mad i have you to releases stress.

hehe... thanks for being so patient with this dum dum lou po.

loveyou!

my life was at stake

well, today i finished my class test and we planned to go swim.

after lunch we helped one of my friend to shift house from vista B to C.

hell lots of stuffs in his house. he seriously owe us a meal. hahaha..

for the first time i sat behind a lorry. it fun though.

they even opened a brand new sparkling red grape juice in order to "celebrate" his house warming.

haha...

rushed to swim and thats when my life and ashley's life nearly gone.

we were swimming towards the deep side of the pool and we girls reached the side.

suddenly my friend called for help so me and ashley wet to help but both of us got pulled into the water.

i got strangled with his arm while ashley got pushed deep into the water.

at least she still get to touch the floor and kick hard in order to get some air.

me? i wasnt that lucky. i couldnt reach the floor nor the top. the first gasp of air i tried to get after some struggling is water. zero % of air.

that was when i thought, "i'm so dead now.. omg... no one can help?". i can feel that there wasnt much air in my lungs and i was partially suffocating. i used to think how suffocation feels like and trust me, it dont feel good.

luckily he gained back his breath and pulled us back. he wasnt tired but he did not had enough breath to get to the side.

drama right? i got tachycardia plus hypoxia plus mental disturbance.

my friend said my face gone really red and seems like i really was drowning.

scary.....

i also got scolded by bf after telling him because i still think that its nothing much.

haha...

i still have trauma tho.

i love my soul!

i'm sorry that i'm so

its always me me me me ME!

=(

inoculation is fun

i like cvs... experiments.

its kind of like microbiology experiment but we do not have this module in this sem. so its under cvs for now.

well.. we did throat swab today but i did not get to do it on other people because one inoculating saline per pair only. sigh... wasted.

though we were forbidded to talk during the experiment as we need to minimize aerosol contamination as low as possible but its not possible at all for us to keep quiet in the lab. =)

well, i could not find any microorganisms from my throat. is either we stained it with some human error or my throat is bacteria-free. hahaha... its not possible anyway.

i hope to get more of these type of experiments than those boring slide-viewing experiments. this is exciting! at least for me.. ^^

i miss you darling. when will i see you again~~

biotech class test on friday. omg... notes are compiling and not finished viewing them yet... jezzzhh...

i'm still thinking

sometimes its difficult to make a decision.

and its my biggest enemy too.

everyone has their own idea, thinking, and they have their rights to deliver it to anyone.

somehow it kind of disappeared and it no longer exist.

i felt weird and delicate.

i just dont know how to express myself anymore.

stranger, leave me and i shall be grateful as the past "me" is much better.

 it takes time tho.

i have doubts and unanswered questions rumbling in my stomach.

no wonder my tummy gets bigger.

it aches me if i dont deal with them well.

sigh.

i just dont know how.

people can get really selfish when it comes to themselves.

i can choose to be one of them but do i actually have a choice?

it may seems easy to certain people on certain things but to me, its absolutely n-o-t.

can i quit?

fed up shouldnt exist at all but how come it remains?

challenge or obstacles?

fear or just feelings?

confused.

stop complaining! :@

dead

hmm... what should i say?

i was busy studying for my class test. one week one class test on each friday since yesterday onwards.

its only for three weeks and there will be two weeks study break.

after that, my eos starts and thats when i will be like a walking corpse.

about my class test yesterday, i did badly.

i just know it.

i watched how you train your dragon.

to release my stress and its a good choice!

i love it..... and the dragon is freaking cute!!!

so cute!!!!!!

 

i cried at the end of the movie. so touching. ^^

i miss my darling!