May 3, 2010

i wish i dont wake up

i came across to this girl's page on fb that she created to let everyone know how much she love her deceased bf.
after reading about the news on chinapress.com, dont know why i went to click "like" on the page.
usually i dont simply like a page but this story makes me think quite a lot of stuffs.
she and the bf are just one year younger than me and its pitiful that he left her just like that.
recently i kept thinking on life, on how short it could be, how unpredictable it could be, how horrible it can be.
the accident might be his fault but no one knows what really happened but themselves.

i was depressed after that.
i went back to sleep and tried to forget.
i did and no longer remember about it, until this very moment.
maybe night time is really the best time to recall back some memories.
a lot of flashback happened.
i am wondering if all the things i've done, all the hard work i've done, will be paid with better answer one day.
i dont want to waste life.
i told my baby that i'll appreciate him more and more from that point onwards.
no more doubts, no more turning back.

i should shout out loud, "i am the new me!".

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