their first day of exam

its the first day of my kids to have their exam. i was quite nervous as the first paper is my paper, BM.

its different from what i thought it would be. i thought its like the normal exam we usually have like teaching observing whether we cheat or not. in kindergarten you dont usually do that. you help them in cheating. YES! i was shocked at first but well, what can you expect from 3 years to five years kids. maybe we got good results when we were in kindergarten were all because of teachers. who knows right.

we had to tell them how to do it, some clever ones catch the point once you explain it to them but some really angers you. its even tougher than teaching. they were afraid to do it as they scare to get it wrong. i kept telling them i dont mind you doing it wrong, i just want you to do it. in the end i ended up telling them the answers. not all, part of it only. one, its to make the parents feel better about their results. two, its to make the parents feel more confident to the headmistress. i felt not right about it actually. i felt ok when some got like 60++ but they said "no no! you must help them change the answers so they can get at least 80++. WHAT??! the parents will never know how much their kids need their attention if they think their kids are already that clever.

i felt cheated. haha... i might got the first and second prizes during kindergarten in such way. i might not be that clever. :(


baby and i went for dinner at yulek. he came all the way just for this dinner. maybe its because of yesterday? XD i was hoping the show will never end. you know why.